Instructions for LiVing
Corbin Louis
Stay with me for this—ten days in a row:
Lifted on earthquake magic
Playing the broken speaker for necessity—sound of epic legions
Sick poet legions and bad protocols that drive artists insane
More than once I was taken to the edge and almost jumped
Since then it’s been very clear
Nothing is made to last and I love you for that
Our skull of skulls
split open as the mind soup pours into the sky
I screamed for the cancer patients
I screamed for the painters who don’t have the space to paint
I screamed eloquently
at the banquet of crushed titans
Trust me
It pays to deny 9 to 5
It pays to avoid your ‘responsibilities’
for bigger responsibilities like reading poems
Picking flowers and painting three thousand black circles in a row
Ink alone does not save lives
So I electrify the ink until it autobahns my blood towards the future
Welcome me home vampire bats
Come crown me with nothing special
I will remove my teeth to prove all coronations are fake
I will speak the Final Word which is the First Word—as follows
Rotate the cemetery
See it as garden
Recognize the mountain tunnel dynamite song
Drive-drive-drive 30 hours to San Diego
Racing through the pitch black with extreme caution
Ignore the spelling errors
Hardly legible in the city those stars are
Rewind the tape and never play it again
These are instructions for living in 8 places at once
Find yourself touching sand beneath waterfalls
Irrigation
Propeller symphonies
I promise
No one can disregard you
Not in any meaningful way
And this is because I will not disregard you
And the daisies will not disregard you
And because I have screamed for you already
Praying that everyone who wants piano lessons gets them
Praying minimum wage is raised and then abolished
Praying with vinegar swash howling two months beneath porch light
I insist
that you film the sidewalk
Eat the pumpkin seeds in June
And if you can, find gold rope—wear it—climb forever
I, just like you, want to escape more than anything
And I, like you, don’t have that choice
So I suggest
Eat the shoreline
And the daikon radish of the shoreline
And the $15 kite used once
left in the garage for dust sunsets to prove time
Only for time to be disproven by the clockless casino
and the infinite chance to take chance for a ride
Hello again
Welcome in
I am here for you
Inasmuch as I bleed the selfsame star
Dripping those questions I cannot answer
But I have written down the wifi code to hive mind
tucked away in the card deck
Ace
River
Joker obviously
2,652 combinations
Count the branches
just to see how quickly you lose count
And that is how fast your life is
A lost count of endless growth
Sideways and up
Down jagged
I pray
I pray so hard
To find the magic again
And the magnifying glass
And the roads that lead to something I’ve never seen
which is every road I’ve never taken
Easy enough
to find
to go that way
when good and ready
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