Lyazzat Toleutay
anxiety Attack
I lay down, take a breath
then another, deeper.
Distressed, I have two pairs of lungs
in enmity, battling for the scarce air,
the ribs turn into shattered glass,
and leave splinters in the liver.
I stand up and my heart
pulls her chambers together,
quickly packs a suitcase, slides
through the belly and rolls down
to the tip of my shoe, slamming
the door on the way out.
My belly explodes,
lets out a swarm of parasites
that climb up and ravage my skull.
Everything about me to be eaten up,
except for, maybe, the toe tip of my shoe.